It's probably because I don't consider myself to lead such an interesting life, and I don't really see how anyone would want to hear about anything I have to say.
...actually mainly it's 'cos I'm lazy and I haven't had any time(energy) to keep this thing up.
I have a lot more responsibilites this year, and I can't help but feel like I spend most of my life pretending to be completely organised and professional. But in truth, I'm a mess. I need someone to sort my life out. I need someone to tell me when and how and why to do everything. Assignments, work, food, sleep.
Sometimes I would like time very much to just stop. Just for a little while, a week maybe. I just need a little time to catch up with the rest of the world.
But until I discover Bernard's Watch (who the hell is this Bernard character anyway? I don't trust him.) I guess I will just continue fooling everyone, including myself, into thinking I'm completely in control.
And in the words of Morrisey:
"Everybodys got to live their life and God knows I've got to live mine."
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